Today is Tuesday, my accountability day. Nearly Every Tuesday afternoon I meet with Bill, my accountability partner, to review how life has been going, and to focus on any areas of life where we have been struggling or purposing to do better. Accountability is at the heart of great leadership, because none of us has so much integrity that we can weather the storms of life alone. Bill and I have been meeting for more than twenty-five years. At first, I was mentoring him in the truths and actions of following Jesus. Over time it transitioned to a mutual accountability relationship. Bill knows where I struggle and where my victories are coming at any point in time. He has seen major breakthroughs in my life and he has also seen areas where I have worked and worked and worked without much visible progress at times.
You may be thinking, “Isn’t that a lot of information for another person to have about you?” Yes, it is. When I was a seminary student several decades ago, a number of the professors cautioned against making friends with the folks in the churches we served. They said it wouldn’t be wise for any of the parishioners to know too much about us, because it could interfere with our ability to lead. In addition, if they got upset they could tell the rest of the church members our “secrets.” I understand the concern and the cautions, but have rejected the concept from the beginning of my time as a church leader. Here’s why: anyone who watches me knows I don’t have all the spots on my dominoes. We have all sinned and fallen short of the glory of God. While Bill knows a lot of things about me that I wouldn’t want shared at a church dinner, no one would be really surprised to learn that Pastor Chris isn’t perfect. They see that every time I stand up to share a message with them.
The challenge with finding an accountability partner is the person has to have enough courage to tell you the truth, enough love to do it in a way that you know they are only telling you for your ultimate good, and enough discretion that you can work through matters you really don’t want to be shared at the water cooler, the church picnic, or anywhere for that matter. Trust is the basis of every relationship, and accountability relationships require a great deal of trust. That trust builds over time as each partner demonstrates the ability to keep a confidence, to be there when needed, and to know when we need a pat on the back and when we need a kick in the rear.
How do you find an accountability partner? My suggestion is that you look in a place where folks are already gathering for a positive purpose. What do I mean by that? You may find your accountability partner at your local place of worship, or at work or school, or in a community organization that exists to provide help and services to people or the community at large. What I’m saying is you probably won’t find you accountability partner at the local bar or casino. Certainly folks go to bars and casinos just to relax and have fun, but that isn’t generally the primary motivation. I’m not being judgmental, simply reminding us as leaders that an accountability partner is going to be someone who is committed to our mutual growth and development as people and leaders. Therefore, we want to find someone who has made those matters a priority.
If you’re still thinking that it’s too risky to “spill your guts” to another person, because you’ve tried it before and been burned in the process, I get it. Even the best accountability partner will let you down occasionally, especially if the relationship lasts for decades. In those moments you’ll have to decide whether the relationship is beneficial enough to offer forgiveness and then to rebuild trust from where the break occurred. Mark Twain once said, “If a cat jumps on a hot stove, it will never jump on a hot stove again. It will never jump on a cold stove either.” The point is clear: we are all going to get burned at one time or another. When we do in an accountability relationship, we can make a blanket decision never to get burned again, by never entering another accountability partnership, or we can reinvest in our accountability partner or find a new one.
So many times when it comes to matters that are as important as making certain we are held accountable for our growth and development as people and leaders, we “decide” to do nothing by default. We recognize it will take time and effort to develop a meaningful and mutually beneficial accountability relationship, so we just decide it isn’t worth it. Or we “intend” to find an accountability partner, but the intention never develops into action. Having experienced the manifold benefits of my accountability relationship with Bill for all these years, I know how vital it is to make the decision and then the commitment to be accountable. Without a doubt, if build had not been there over all these years, I would have made some serious mistakes, and all of my meaningful relationships would be less meaningful. Both of us have grown as men, husbands, dads, and leaders through holding each other accountable. Tomorrow, we’ll talk about what that looks like in much more practical terms.
Here’s to leading better by entering into or deepening our accountability relationships–today!